The contradictory life and that I've been leading for the past few months and the moral inconsistencies that characterise it make me,for all practical purposes, a sociopath since i don't adhere to any one set of rules and my actions render morality ,in my life at at least, negligible. Appreciating this fact has consequently led me to a clarifying conclusion, or rather, to a rationalisation of the situation: I've usually wanted to do the 'right thing' whether that desire is a flaw or a virtue isn't for me to say but there's the right time to do the right thing and this isn't it. I'll become interested in morality again when my brain can afford it, for now this works.
Have I made myself clear? Good.
